I thought about what to say and decided to talk about what is happening in the Stevens house.
First, we are all alive and well. Tristram is in kindergarten (since 8/3) and Jadin(3.5) & Simeon (10m0) hang out here at home. Jadin is content to watch cartoons and run errands with me. Simeon likes to be with Darin when he can and is attached to me the rest of the time.
Darin is the President of our company, Wifiable, and I am the office manager.
At church, Darin is in YM presidency and I am in the primary presidency. The boys are in primary and Simeon goes to class w/ darin. Things are busy for us!
News: Recently we were burglarized and lost a few expense and more sentimental items. I was so frustrated that we couldn't prevent this and won't get much compensation for some of the things stolen. It is sad that someone decided to take what we have worked for. Tristram's bday is the 6th of Sept. We are gonna be planning that. Life will go on and I am working on enjoying it. Well, I have to go. Have a great day, chanel.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Life is good...no wait, it sucks...no its good?
If you are wondering about my title read on. It is my usual internal dialogue that seems to show through a tad too often for my liking. I will enlighten you by giving a specific example of it.
We have had really good things happen at the same time as really bad things. On the one hand, we have our own schedule, have gotten to spend more time with our kids, can work on our house more often, have several great friends, and got to go on a long vacation (things that wouldn't be possible with a regular job). On the other hand, we don't have business capital, we have had a few customers wait forever to pay (or still haven't), haven't had work from those that do pay (for way too long), have had to figure out most business stuff ourselves, have had people gossip about us or "misrepresent" what we say to other (creating bad feelings towards us) and have to multi-task to the point of insanity sometimes-kids, phone, customers, employees, house repairs, dishes, wash, etc.
Whew! So needless to say I feel as blessed as I do dumped on. Well, now for the funny part:
(Simultaneous to the above stuff) I had been searching for PT jobs and revamping my resume so that I could get a part-time job while we were waiting for the work to pickup or for customers to pay or both. This seemed like the logical solution to our cash flow problem. Darin, needed to stay available to run the company and I was going insane hoping for things to get better. This of course was a topic that Darin and I seemed to disagree on. He thought I shouldn't stress and I thought he wasn't stressed enough!
So I sent my resume to a few job listings that I liked and then I waited.
Well, what do ya think happened?
Nothing. AAACCCKKKK! I was really frustrated at that point, but I knew that this was God's way of keeping my faith and patience in check. So, I just took a deep breath.... and got depressed (thought I was gonna say endured well, huh).
Ok, so that wasn't gonna help but I did my best to get over it and to keep on being a good- wife, mom, church member and person. Well, about a day after I felt like nothing was gonna fix our mess, two things happened. First, something happened that distracted and frustrated me so much that it took my focus off no money and on to that. Second, we got a email from a big customer saying that they had lots of work for us to do, starting ASAP.
Here is where the life lesson happens:
I sat there crying after Darin told me the good news about the new work and thought to myself-
"Oh yee of little faith" and much littler patience! I guess I keep having to learn the same lesson over and over.
Life is not easy, but it is worth it! When everything is going good and life is "easy" we become lazy and don't grow much. When we struggle it makes us appreciate what we have and learn how to be better. I know that if I ever want to be like my heavenly father, I am going to have to endure and learn from many, many, many trials.
So...............
The gospel is true, God lives, the prophet is called of God and I cannot deny my testimony or my covenants with God. I am so grateful for the things that keep me in check and remind me of what I cherish most- My relationship with God, my family and my eternal goals.
To all those that read this- thanks for being my friend even though I'm not a quick learner sometimes.
Chanel.
We have had really good things happen at the same time as really bad things. On the one hand, we have our own schedule, have gotten to spend more time with our kids, can work on our house more often, have several great friends, and got to go on a long vacation (things that wouldn't be possible with a regular job). On the other hand, we don't have business capital, we have had a few customers wait forever to pay (or still haven't), haven't had work from those that do pay (for way too long), have had to figure out most business stuff ourselves, have had people gossip about us or "misrepresent" what we say to other (creating bad feelings towards us) and have to multi-task to the point of insanity sometimes-kids, phone, customers, employees, house repairs, dishes, wash, etc.
Whew! So needless to say I feel as blessed as I do dumped on. Well, now for the funny part:
(Simultaneous to the above stuff) I had been searching for PT jobs and revamping my resume so that I could get a part-time job while we were waiting for the work to pickup or for customers to pay or both. This seemed like the logical solution to our cash flow problem. Darin, needed to stay available to run the company and I was going insane hoping for things to get better. This of course was a topic that Darin and I seemed to disagree on. He thought I shouldn't stress and I thought he wasn't stressed enough!
So I sent my resume to a few job listings that I liked and then I waited.
Well, what do ya think happened?
Nothing. AAACCCKKKK! I was really frustrated at that point, but I knew that this was God's way of keeping my faith and patience in check. So, I just took a deep breath.... and got depressed (thought I was gonna say endured well, huh).
Ok, so that wasn't gonna help but I did my best to get over it and to keep on being a good- wife, mom, church member and person. Well, about a day after I felt like nothing was gonna fix our mess, two things happened. First, something happened that distracted and frustrated me so much that it took my focus off no money and on to that. Second, we got a email from a big customer saying that they had lots of work for us to do, starting ASAP.
Here is where the life lesson happens:
I sat there crying after Darin told me the good news about the new work and thought to myself-
"Oh yee of little faith" and much littler patience! I guess I keep having to learn the same lesson over and over.
Life is not easy, but it is worth it! When everything is going good and life is "easy" we become lazy and don't grow much. When we struggle it makes us appreciate what we have and learn how to be better. I know that if I ever want to be like my heavenly father, I am going to have to endure and learn from many, many, many trials.
So...............
The gospel is true, God lives, the prophet is called of God and I cannot deny my testimony or my covenants with God. I am so grateful for the things that keep me in check and remind me of what I cherish most- My relationship with God, my family and my eternal goals.
To all those that read this- thanks for being my friend even though I'm not a quick learner sometimes.
Chanel.
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Here's "The Word"!
The word is:
Chores - the stuff you do to keep the house running ( and use as excuse when spouse complains that you didn't do something else)
Lovin'- the time that you spend with your spouse to renew your affection for them (and soak up the fact they are all yours!)
Punishment- what your kids get when they disobey the rules ( and what we do when we can't figure out how to prevent it with Love and Logic, aakk.)
Pay check- what someone gets paid for the hours they work (what we get if the customer pays on time)
Date night- the night each week/month that you and spouse go out alone to have time together (the night we go out with the kids so we can go somewhere!)
Relatives- the people you are related to (the people you dont know well and dont see much, but think that they know so much about you and what you should be doing)
Words- letters strung together that are used to communicate our thoughts and feelings ( and idiotic opionions).
With that I say, this is a great way to rant! Just one human's opinion in a world full of them. Adios amigos,
chanel.
Chores - the stuff you do to keep the house running ( and use as excuse when spouse complains that you didn't do something else)
Lovin'- the time that you spend with your spouse to renew your affection for them (and soak up the fact they are all yours!)
Punishment- what your kids get when they disobey the rules ( and what we do when we can't figure out how to prevent it with Love and Logic, aakk.)
Pay check- what someone gets paid for the hours they work (what we get if the customer pays on time)
Date night- the night each week/month that you and spouse go out alone to have time together (the night we go out with the kids so we can go somewhere!)
Relatives- the people you are related to (the people you dont know well and dont see much, but think that they know so much about you and what you should be doing)
Words- letters strung together that are used to communicate our thoughts and feelings ( and idiotic opionions).
With that I say, this is a great way to rant! Just one human's opinion in a world full of them. Adios amigos,
chanel.
Sister, Oh Sister where art thou!
I was chatting with my sister, michelle tonight. It was great to catch up a little and to hear from her (finally-love her anyway). She is the one that gave me the idea for my blog title too.
We like to talk about what we have done that is amazing to us and what we want to do/ should do but aren't really going to do any time soon. It is refreshing to chat with my sister and know that we are never gonna be shocked or dissapointed in each other, cuz we know how we are and we accept that (and the fact that we can't change each other). It is cool to hear about her life and how things are going with her. It takes my mind off my life and what I don't like about it. She is my own personal soap opera (but a good one).
I think I can be really boring or generic on the phone sometimes, so I appreciate her talking with me anyway. I think that I was a little distracted tonight. I have worried about money, house repairs, scheduling issues and family fueds so much that my brain is on overload. I am trying hard to take a step back and just breathe! Then I remind myself that my life is good and my family is great. That helps. Then, I go clean or do laundry to stay distracted. I like that saying " God give me the courage to change the things I can, the patiences to overcome those I can't and the wisdom to know the difference". Now if I can just apply that all the time. I know that the more things I can master in life, the more responsibilities the lord will see fit to give me. This is the first step to eternal progression- whew!
See ya later,
chanel.
We like to talk about what we have done that is amazing to us and what we want to do/ should do but aren't really going to do any time soon. It is refreshing to chat with my sister and know that we are never gonna be shocked or dissapointed in each other, cuz we know how we are and we accept that (and the fact that we can't change each other). It is cool to hear about her life and how things are going with her. It takes my mind off my life and what I don't like about it. She is my own personal soap opera (but a good one).
I think I can be really boring or generic on the phone sometimes, so I appreciate her talking with me anyway. I think that I was a little distracted tonight. I have worried about money, house repairs, scheduling issues and family fueds so much that my brain is on overload. I am trying hard to take a step back and just breathe! Then I remind myself that my life is good and my family is great. That helps. Then, I go clean or do laundry to stay distracted. I like that saying " God give me the courage to change the things I can, the patiences to overcome those I can't and the wisdom to know the difference". Now if I can just apply that all the time. I know that the more things I can master in life, the more responsibilities the lord will see fit to give me. This is the first step to eternal progression- whew!
See ya later,
chanel.
Sunday, June 25, 2006
Hi,Well we are back from Washington and boy are we tired. We were just commenting on how great it is to be back so we can relax a little. HaHa. I guess we needed a vacation, so we could see just how good we got it at home.
Well I am so mad- I gained 5 lbs on our trip. I had plans to keep walking on the trip, but there was usually something else to do ( feed kids, clean, weed, sleep) oh well. I did get lots of time to think and chat with Darin's mom about life and personality types. She is studying the Enneagram-its a book we used in business and shared with her. It has helped to understand myself and others. How well I use it is another story.
We got to go to Canada one day and brought back my sis's coveted Kinder Bueno chocolate. It is good. We got some shirts and some hats for the boys. We also, went to the local rodeo for fathers day. A few times we got out by ourselves to look around at land and go to different park areas to enjoy nature. It truly is gorgeous up there. Its easy to forget about the rest of the world when you are there. We do plan to live there someday, but life has to go in the proper order. Who knows where we will be needed, only the lord. Well, I do hope it is near friends.
Now that we are back, I feel the need to get stuff done and get organized again. So, I will be enjoying the Rush to get back to normal. We are gonna be working on various house repair projects, yeah. Oh, I did get some lilac and rhubarb starts from his mom. I planted them tonight and I hope they do well. The garden was over grown with weeds, but we are weeding it. It will do good now that we are here to weed and fertilize it.
I made egg rolls today and they were good. I have tried to try new recipes, but I want to do better at what i eat. Wish me luck. Well, night for now. See ya on the treadmill!
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Enjoying the RUSH!
This week I have been rushing around to get all the various things we do wrapped up, so we can go to Washington for a few weeks. I forgot how much there is to think about when you have to leave it all for awhile. Well, tomorrow is a my day to pack and clean, yeah. Tonight Tristram was throwing a fit and trying to argue with me about getting a treat. It was hard not to debate with him as to why he didn't get one, but I didn't let him keep arguing with me. So he had to go to bed without making his point. Oh well, tomorrow is another day.
On a more interesting note, I have been able to ponder on various situations happening in different areas of my life and have learned a few things about myself. I had always wondered why my Patriarchal blessing said I would be a peacemaker in my family? I never thought I would be good at this. Well, I have definitely been able to practice being one. I seem to get stuck in the middle of "issues" between others alot. This has allowed me to be more understanding of others and their faults. It is easy to think that I am right, but it is not easy to get along with others if I always think that. I am trying to stop myself and think "how are they seeing this" before I pass judgement or assume something.
I have also learned that I can only take so many "issues" before I want to stick my head in the sand. Going to Washington will help me to clear my mind of any nagging problems and regroup my priorities and goals. I hope to write more again, but till then, keep on smiling!
chanel stevens
On a more interesting note, I have been able to ponder on various situations happening in different areas of my life and have learned a few things about myself. I had always wondered why my Patriarchal blessing said I would be a peacemaker in my family? I never thought I would be good at this. Well, I have definitely been able to practice being one. I seem to get stuck in the middle of "issues" between others alot. This has allowed me to be more understanding of others and their faults. It is easy to think that I am right, but it is not easy to get along with others if I always think that. I am trying to stop myself and think "how are they seeing this" before I pass judgement or assume something.
I have also learned that I can only take so many "issues" before I want to stick my head in the sand. Going to Washington will help me to clear my mind of any nagging problems and regroup my priorities and goals. I hope to write more again, but till then, keep on smiling!
chanel stevens
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